As long as you believe in your personal power to produce what you want you cannot be guided by Perfect Intelligence and Love along the path to your true fulfillment. You remain confined by your attachments and condemned to your feelings of insecurity.
You are of infinite value to the universe. Thus, the universe will always perfectly support and provide for you. If you see yourself as less than infinitely valuable, precious and indispensable, your view is in misalignment with the view of the universe.
We all feel the need to take charge of our lives at times. We want to know exactly what to do to bring about the specific outcome that we believe is necessary. We feel that we need to do something to make what we want to happen.
Feeling de-valued or unvalued is no fun at all. Beyond the sheer internal pain of it, there are circumstantial consequences.
Depression sets in when a person feels purposeless. Some snuff out their unfulfilled inspiration with drink or drugs. Some are driven to acts of terror to fill the vacuum left by a sense of being of no importance.